she tells me shes done with that. she tells me she hates how she acts on it. she tells me she was to be a better person. she tells me all lies. the words are chosen carefully to hide the real meaning. leading me on, playing me, making me do whatever she wants. i beat myself up over something i shouldnt. i beat myself up when I know im the bigger person. why do i love her so? why do i want to be there for her when she acts this way? I need to move on, let her have her random drunkin sex. I know shes not over that stage, I know shes just spoon feeding me shit. I try to help her grow but she just keeps regressing and fucking up her life. Theres only so much i can do and Im about to give. I hate giving up on a friend but shes only gonna grow after I stop babysitting her.
thanks, david
what happened here? these lost old links have so much more emotion than a lot of our new bullshit ones do :(
that's why we should dig a little yo.